I had an unsettling dream, not quite awake thought last night. You know, when you wake up in the middle of the night and immediately start stressing about something? Well, my thought was "you are 10 years away from 50." I know it's kooky, but that is what I thought.
That feels old to me. Kind of scared me. I realized that life is now, not 5 years from now, or when everyone is out of diapers, it's NOW. By the way, I can't believe I'm 39 and still saying out of diapers. Wow.
So, instead of waiting to eat all the healthy foods I'm supposed to, I'm eating them now. Instead of waiting to watch "Love Actually" (my favorite Christmas movie!!!!) until I have a 2+ hour block of time, I watched it over two nights. Instead of stressing about how much Christmas costs, I'm going to enjoy it. You spend the money whether you stress about it or not.
I realize I most likely have many years to go, but they go fast as we all know.
I want to savor my life and my families, and make sure I live it each day! Cheers and remember to live the life you want today.
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